TESSA|18|LOSANGELES
i love game of thrones
also other things
but mostly game of thrones

hey tumblr! i’m sad again so i’m back!

ahahhhhahhahahahhahahahahahhahhahhahhahahhahhhahahhhahahhahahhaahahahahahahaha i’m so annoying


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ROOMMATE PLEASE DO NOT TALK LOUDLY ON SPEAKER PHONE TO YOUR DAD hold the phone to your ear and talk at a normal volume erghsienrgkseghiergjiore;jfs


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my day

highlights:

  • got a new water bottle (v exciting, this is at the top of the list for a reason people)
  • directing teacher says he sees me as a director, that it means something that classmates trust me to take control
  • washed my hair
  • was alone in my room for 5 hours without my roommate
  • found a new good strategy for editing my papers that is helping me
  • didn’t have my last class today because of conferences  
  • been drinking a lot of water out of aforementioned new water bottle, feeling v hydrated

lowlights

  • got dropped on my back from 4 ft in the air in movement and had the wind knocked out of me, will probably hurt tomorrow
  • not going to finish my paper tonight that is due tomorrow, but i’m okay with that
  • have not yet folded my laundry from yesterday
  • haven’t watched girls or parks and rec from last week
  • bathroom is flooded with shower water

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feel very strongly about the idea that all my friends are slowly starting to hate me. at this point there’s nothing i can do but let it happen. hahaha so ~~*annoying*~~ lol tessa suxxxx


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i cry about everything do you cry about everything or am i a baby os do i suck

stopped doing my homework because i didn’t feel like i could hold a pen anymore, whenever i wrote it came out just ugly scribbles

one day writing will probably change to ugly weird sad scribbles

probably not


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all my roommate and her boyfriend talk about on the phone is how they are in a long distance relationship and i just don’t understand how that can be it/interesting/worth it/fun


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someone let me know when i can go home okay cool i hate it here


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please keep talking to me

i know you don’t want to

but i can’t stop crying

and i don’t know what else to do


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things i try to do basically every year but never follow through on

  • use notebooks for everyday thoughts/ideas/doodles (i have a shelf in my room dedicated to notebooks that have like five pages used in them, i have about 12 or so. looked through all the notebooks on this shelf tonight which was what got me thinking about all the things i never finish.)
  • keep checklists and actually check things off after i have done them rather than forgetting about the list
  • read more and keep track of all the books i’ve read
  • keep my room cleaner
  • take vitamins every day
  • finish a chapstick

also i just poked myself in the eye


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i feel like it is time for me to get to try being in a relationship

and i have not met the person who i would like it to be with yet, and don’t want to have one just for the sake of having one because that wouldn’t turn out well

and i don’t mean it in a desperate like teenage girl like “why doesn’t anyone love me?!” kind of way

i just mean like i have never gotten to experience that and i think i would like to in the near future

other things i haven’t gotten to do that fit into this category: 

  • going on a road trip with friends
  • seeing bon iver in concert
  • dogsitting
  • spending christmas in london

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